Worthless
Why this?
Why would this, be this way?
Feeling worthless as usual, is something I'm used to.
Feeling left out is nothing new…
But why?
Is it something I did?
Is it the way I am?
Never good enough for anything…
Always the one sitting alone in the dark…
Waiting.
Waiting for something to happen to make me smile truely.
Smiling truely again like it never felt bad.
Friends and family tried,
But nothing is the same.
Never was and never will be…
Worthless all the way…
Just accept it and move on.
Like nothing ever happened.
This is my life…
Tried being positive,
But it ain't working the way I want it.
Reason why feelings are never talked about…
No one cares about them.
Don't know how it feels like…